The black sector is activated, when I am not taking care of my body and mind well.
It feels like what’s described when a dementor stays near you.
Hell on earth. Like nothing can make myself feel good anymore. Feel like out of control of my own emotion and thought.
But I won’t let myself down too long or disrupted by this things, for the sake of those I love. Get a sleep and exercise, take a walk, empty your tears. It will pass.
Thank you Lord for letting me experience this, though I don’t know why, but I can say it’s not a usual experience. May You are glorified and give me strength to underwent such circumstances.
Thank you for giving me friends that I still can confided in and believe in me when my blacksector is activated 🙂